Anxious

WOOO WEEE I am anxious... I still have to keep reminding myself that I have SIX WHOLE WEEKS....(from today actually) this is draaaaaaaaging.

All of the sudden I feel super duper anxious, Its mostly excited anxiety... I'm wondering if has to do with hormones or something? I'm getting nervous about having TWO kids?...and wondering how I'm going to handle it... I hope they give me a RX for more patience while I'm at the hospital...and for some reason I'm getting really nervous about the C-Section? As much as I can remember it wasn't that bad, and at least I know what to expect this time...well all except the bad parts that you magically forget, just like pregnancy.

I cant wait to see what "Baby Brother" looks like, how big he is and most importantly to know that he is healthy.

Also I'm getting nervous about how Kylie is going to handle it, I get really emotional when I think about it. She has been the boss of the house for almost 3 years now...and all of the sudden she is going to have to share her parents with a new baby...I feel really bad.  I have already talked to her about how we are going to have special Mommy and Kylie time...and how she is going to be my shopping buddy, I'm sure it will all work out and cant wait to have our family all settled in but for now I have to stay busy so I don't wonder what its going to be like.