Mom

Mom...its what I always wanted to be. When asked as a little kid, a teenager, and a young adult...What do you want to be when you grow up.. the first thing that came to mind was a MOM ...I thought DUH..isnt that what everyone wants to do.
Sure there are times where its hard, times where I wish I had some free time ...times where I feel like I cant handle it...But I wouldn't trade my two babies for ANYTHING!
I realize being a Mom, I will worry the rest of my life, I will try and settle battles that cant be settled, there will be cuddles, there will be talks, there will be STRESS,there will be good and bad there will be teenagers eventually...and let me tell you I was a BAD teenager... I can only hope my kids turn out like me....Snotty right? My life isnt perfect. I didnt do things the "right" way. I got pregnant before I got married, I moved away from my family ( My kids better NEVER do that) BUT guess what im HAPPY...and thats all I want for my kids. I have soooo much love for them, its so hard for me not to want to share that love with more children. Its hard when Kylie is naughty and acts snotty...I say where did that come from?...but guess what my job (THAT I ALWAYS WANTED .... A MOM) ...and I have to teach her...right from wrong ---sounds easy ...but let me tell you its the hardest part of parenting so far...and she is only three...what do we have in store for us?! YIKES. But im ready to take that on and determined to raise these kiddos with the most loved family....and values and morals that they can carry on to theirs....Thats my Job...AND I LOVE IT!