Wacky

This whole summer I have been feeling wacky. I guess that's the only way to describe it. I'm sorta in the dumps, but still enjoying summer, while kinda wishing it way and moving on with a new fresh start in the fall.

Since Thomas has been 6 months old, the pediatrician has been worried about the size of his head. She finally sent us for a cat scan, to check for fluid, and that came back fine! THANK GOD... then at his 12 month apt she was still concerned and sent us for an MRI. I cant even being to tell you how nervous, anxious and sick I was over this! My poor baby had to be sedated, have an IV. For those who know me well...I am a worry wort to begin with...and to add on the concern from the doctor...MADE ME CRAZY! No one wants to leave the pediatricians office with any news like this, you hope to hear " Hes GREAT, Totally normal!!!
The MRI came back good! The ped said she was relieved that they didn't find a tumour... BUT there were some small concerns which leads us to our apt tomorrow, she also stressed that this can all just be normal! . Thomas has to go see a specialist (one of the best in the world) at UNC regarding a couple of metabolic syndromes..and I wasn't really concerned until yesterday I started freaking out!!! I CANT WAIT TO GET THIS OVER WITH and get my life back! I hope and pray that my baby boy is just fine. He is the sweetest thing in the world and doesn't deserve to go through all these test :( If you are reading this please please pray for him!!!! Im so ready to have piece of mind!